Monday, February 14, 2011

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Going Back With God - Again!

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The second time

I  remember my personal question from last April after returning from Vietnam.What will my step be to honor Him? And yes, I must return to the same locations to witness and work for Him and Them.
April 2010 before landing in Vietnam I was concerned how would I react to the Vietnamese people and the soil I had hated so much, I was really really scared and found it very hard to breathe and it wasn't the hot temperature we would be encountering shortly.
Before bedtime on day one I could feel their love,  the only missing part was me and that didn't take long. I found it wasn't half as hard to love as to hate.
At the beginning of the clinic work I realized that I may return again, never realizing so soon. Why now and not later? I don't understand, so I'll wait on Him for answers. 
 Again, why am I going to Vietnam? One thing for sure, I did sign on with VWAM  this time to be simple, just do it again as we did last April. Well, that isn't what has happened so far.  Each e-mail I receive has a surprise request that I can't do, but with each surprise I answer yes because all things are possible with God.  Being involved with VWAM has created so many opportunities  for me to serve Him. My heart is directed to missions not just in Vietnam but here in this Church, community and everywhere in between, missions is everyday life, everywhere we go and all we do all the time.  As for Vietnam, well, that is where Vietnam and it's people are and God tells us to go minister to them. Us means all of us, and we can all go in  prayer and encouragement joining the winning team.
I do question myself.  Am I for real? Am I who I say I am? Yes God reveals Himself, it isn't me and yes God is real and He is who He said he is.