Saturday, May 15, 2010

Why Me? Why Vietnam?

Now is the time to look to the future as I have returned home. What did I do to honor God?  Was my actions witnessing Christ like or did I display sour fruit that they will reject? This questions I was sure I could answer. No I cannot answer these questions only HE can .
  Why did I go to Vietnam?  After so many years filled with anger for those people I did no know or understand and they had  forgiven me long ago. I was silent and closed myself into something I didn't  understand as with all things it only escelated over time. This I would not share with my family but, inside something had to take place.  Finally it was time for answers, the only person who could help me I never asked but, He delivered the answer, my answer was yes I will go, not even considering what I may encounter upon arrival.
 Arrival was a very unique feeling, no negative feelings,thoughts or fears everything was filled with :LOVE and smiles. As the days came and passed my bond was true I loved those people as they loved me. Why did I go? My answers are many, first to honor God, remember He delivered the answer and I never ask the question. Second missions are designed for healing. God intended to heal all wounds for all.
   Many wounds were attended,   first, medical/dental care were offered to many childern and adults.  Mission members gave their time and resources because of ther love for God and people,
 Much financial resources are being used continuing medical healing through the future.
 Ministry through  example of actions and words, Minestry through medical missions is still at work in Vietnam  through  the underground church pastors.
As I remember those hands reaching to all with love asking for love in return,
Was it medical issues that brought them to meet VWAM team?  Probably so but, that also opened
the door of hope to many. Most patients were invited through church pastors.
There are many success stories, each person can share a special occurance for them, each indivudial left Vietnam with more than they arrived with, as for myself, my experiences was much more than I imiganized. My cup was filled many times as there were nothing more personal and rewarding than being a witness to a young lady who accepted Christ as her Savior (this action began in 1968 before she was born)  Does this sound familier to another Book?  Jeremiah 1:5
Although this mission is complete as I look back I know it has only begun.  Was  flesh or spirit displayed?
We must remember it wasn't about the people of Vietnam or Vets With A Mission it was honoring
God and in building His Kingdom.
At present I must listen, what will be my next oppurnity to step out for Him? What can I do physically and spiritually that displays actions that honors or adds to God's Kingdom?
This has been the most rewarding move in my life  my relationship,  His invitation, listen and hear His message, believe that I can adjust my resources and time and obey for the experience He had provided.
Thanks to all  for who chose fellowship through the prayer chain.